#But I’ll save that for another day

[somegrumpynerd]

Did a little doodle of the twins on my lunchbreak, Nightmare is reading the story out for Dream c:

[silliestofbilliest]

OKAY top three merlin couples!

WOO ALRIGHT SO

If I had to pick (keep in mind i’m barely onto season 3 so MAYBE i’ll change my thoughts in the next two parts of the series)

1) Merthur 🙏‼️💗

(I mean,,,, c’mon that’s like a given with how much I post about those two losers. Like wdym you’re destined to be with a man 🤨🤨🤨 and willing to die for each other within the first few weeks of meeting???🤨🤨 But fr tho I love the devotion these two share whether or not the writers realized how romantic it was. Like AUGH WHAT DO YOU MEAN MERLIN WAS WILLING TO BE BY HIS SIDE FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE AND ARTHUR COULDNT IMAGINE (even fantasize about his dream life on a farm) LIFE WITHOUT MERLIN WITH HIM- I need a second,,,,)

2) Morgwen 🫂💕 🥰

(They were just SO sweet together in the first few seasons I just- 😔😭 And I KNOW I may be biased since I’m a sucker for any wlw couples in media bc of how few there are BUTTTT I love these two. Which is why it’s SO SAD to see how they end up when so many things could’ve been easily reasoned if ppl on the show actually communicated but nooooo dEsTinY- Season 1&2 Morgana and Gwen you will ALWAYS be special to me 🙏🙏🙏)

3) Gwencelot 🫶🗣️💞

(OKAY OKAY so maybe I just like Gwen a lot BUT I will back up every iteration of Gwen and Lancelot in Arthurian media till the day I die. The longing???? pining??? unspoken love??? EVEN BEFORE SHE STARTED TO FALL FOR ARTHUR these two were SO cute together oh my gosh I’m gonna stop here so I don’t make a whole essay but as much as I love Gwen and Morgana, these two have my whole heart.)

[violet-viriditas]

In addition to all the very correct other things people have mentioned, I have a probably controversial take, but.

People have often been seeking the divine long before they are Christian. God is everywhere, and God makes Himself known to people even if those people don’t know the nature of God yet.

So when those people do find Christ, it is not unreasonable for them to look at the things that helped them feel closer to the Divine before and orient those things towards the true and living God.

So stop the puritanical pearl clutching at the faithful Orthodox Babushka who sees Christ in the practices her Baba passed down to her. I promise you Satan is not getting his power from the braiding of bread and gifting of salt.

Some people need to get used to the idea that some expressions of Christianity will resemble some expressions of paganism in some ways, and that doesn't mean that this expression is Christianity "actually pagan" or something. Christianity, like any other form of spirituality, is highly variable in actual practice.

"Tee hee look at these """Christians""" doing this silly little thing that's not even in the Bible... don't they know that's actually paganism???" Seriously, kill the reactionary Protestant pastor in your head and stop repeating cutesiefied Satanic Panic rhetoric.

[falindankovsky]

Got possessed by the demons again

[devildogdemon]

I gotta be straight with y’all: in a story full of brutal maiming, unforgiving starvation, and scorched earth warfare, that R-i-i-i-p is probably the most real and painful thing to read for me. Every single time 😭 Being a dude, it’s a pain I also have the heavenly privilege of never knowing, which means it’s probably worse than I’m imagining 😬

It makes me feel even more for Katniss later on their Victory Tour. She’s absolutely fuming at the bullshit double standard of Peeta getting to sleep in AND keep his body hair while she has to be up early and stripped to the bone 😤 And she is so right for that. She even mentions how she actually liked the return of it 🥺 and they’re taking it away from her again 😠

This is why post-Mockingjay, I will accept nothing less than a Peeta Mellark who adores his furry-legged kitty. For one thing, he’s probably been checking out her legs since the sixth grade, hair and all. But more importantly, between now and the end of the story, he experiences probably the worst leg pain imaginable 😭 He sees no sense in being cruel to your legs, especially when you have the good fortune to still have two. He will kiss those hairy legs of hers every opportunity he gets. When Katniss speaks of them growing back together, there’s absolutely a literal component to it for me 🥰💚🧡

[labyrinthhofmymind]

jily.

jily but it’s james constantly asking lily out/hitting on her/being annoying up until their fifth year

jily but it’s lily thinking james is making fun of her and hating him for being so irritating up until their fifth year

jily but it’s james and lily agreeing to be friends by the end of fifth year, and james accepting that all he’ll be is lily’s friend and that’s more than enough for him

jily but it’s lily slowly falling in love with james throughout sixth year but refusing to admit it because she’s stubborn and never wanted to be with someone like him

jily but it’s james and lily becoming really good friends, finding out things about each other that no one else knows, learning to respect and understand each other, and just overall having so much sexual tension it’s embarrassing

jily but it’s lily initiating their first kiss by seventh year, finally accepting how she feels, but also terrified james doesn’t feel the same way

jily but when they do kiss, james is so excited and taken aback, and all lily wants to do is kiss him, but eventually james pulls away and insists that he’s going to do this right, that he’s going to take lily out on a date

jily but when they do go on their first date, it’s so lovely and wonderful and perfect and they both agree to take things slow, but by the end of the night have sex

jily but they act like parents to the rest of the marauders, and spend their seventh year in love and happy and healthy, lily cheering james on during his quidditch games, james making sure lily doesn’t push herself too hard when studying, both of them balancing the other out in a way others never can

jily but they have their fights and their rough moments, but overall choose to love each other and choose to be their for each other, no matter if there’s a war waging outside their home

jily. just. jily.

[hanakou-often]

Headcanon: If Kou ever did sports, Hanako would ‘cheer’ him on from the sidelines with his goofyass fans!! I say cheer in quotations cause it would be half “GO KID GO!!” and half “GET YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME YOU KICK LIKE A GIRL!!” like some kind of soccer mom.

[flowercrowngods]

thinking thoughts™️ again about another fic that’s way too real, and pictured eddie giving steve that understanding smile, saying , “yeah, changing the world gets a little old, doesn’t it, when the cost is your sanity.”

and steve mirrors him with a slight nod, “and when you realise you just wanna live your own life, not change everyone else’s. i feel like people shouldn’t need to take this long to realise that.”

“it’s the system, steve-o.” eddie fishes a cigarette from the pack, offering one to steve, who shakes his head with a polite smile. “people living their lives. what a rebellious thing to ask.”

steve watches him for a second, and it’s like he’s piecing together some kind of picture around him. eddie lets him; somehow he trusts steve not to get it all wrong. “you going to rehab to stick it to the man, hm?”

eddie takes a long drag of his cigarette, his eyes far away as he lets the smoke fall from his lips. “no. ‘m going to rehab because it took me too long to realise that i just wanna live my life. and because i think… because i think i’m actually ready. sounds so dumb, doesn’t it?”

“nah.” and steve sounds like he means it. eddie gets the feeling that he does. steve strikes him as someone who’s too genuine for his own good. maybe that’s his own way to keep changing the world even without that job. “sounds like you actually know what you’re talking about. that’s a good quality, you know? to get better. wanting to get better. for no one but yourself.”

“now you’re the one who sounds like he knows what he’s talking about.”

steve huffs and stuffs his hands into his pocket. “nah, man. i’m just the homeless guy who’s hot for your apartment and wants you out of the house asap so i can start my life. with your cat.”

eddie laughs as he snuffs out the cigarette beneath his boot. the keys dangle in his hand as he holds them out to steve, who looks at him, surprised.

“well, she’s yours, then.”

[lemonlurkrr]

Its an odd thing to go “it’d be less effort to just draw catboy twi again than go looking through my blog to find the og post”

[silksongeveryday]

I had a super detailed hornet drawing planned but I didn’t get to finish it in time so instead I spent the last four and a half hours making a “quick” animation instead thinking it would be easier.

Only thing I can conclude after spending that long on an animation is that confetti is unreasonably hard to animate. And the end result doesn’t really look that good either lol, but I spent a while on it so I’m committing to it and posting it for tomorrow’s 1 year post

[cokowiii]

GETTING BACK INTO THE GROOVE OF THINGS!

It took a fat minute and the making of another story and shit but I needed to think a bit. I was trying to make things look perfect af in pages that it almost burnt me out

Imma be free-er/ sketchier from now on

Previous----Next

[cancerian-woman]

Do u think what Kelly Donovan did to Tyler counts as SA

he was 17 and very drunk and she was a grown woman

I’ve seen people say it doenst count though like huh

Tyler being disliked in the fandom ties into how they feel on what happens to him. Kelly Donovan was the adult in the situation and 100% took advantage. Tyler is the same age as her children to really put it in perspective. She should’ve refused and controlled the situation. She is an adult, there is no excuses.

People say it doesn’t count because Tyler consented to it. Tyler’s a male, she’s an older woman so it should be seen as “sexy.” Sexual assault isn’t taken very seriously by the TVDU fandom because TVDU never wants to call it as it is. They rather sweep it under the rug.

Marcel and Rebekah are another example of when the woman needed to set boundaries versus taking advantage of the male. It’s Rebekah though and no one wants to call her a groomer but she looks like one when Marcel met her as a child and has had feelings for her since then. In none of Marbekah scenes with child!Marcel does Rebekah ever refuse Marcel’s advances. Katherine assaulted Stefan but that is glossed over.

Women are just as capable of being sexual predators.

[narratorsandall]

Never drew anything for Valentine’s Day so here’s a Midsummer Misty Mountain doodle cause I loved seeing all the Kurt art.

In the spirit of love, I think Mr. No-Hook-Crane should get lots of letters to replace the theoretical fish he might’ve caught (if he had a hook and bait that is…)

That is to say, each time he reels in his line, he finds a letter stuck to the string. Not sure how much he’d appreciate it though, since he’s trying to catch fish, not words…also MMM takes place in Midsummer so it might just come off as an odd, persistent secret admirer if we wanted to take that into account…best situation it strokes his ego? Worst he thinks someone keeps littering into the river and/or is pulling a joke.

I’d like to think he’d appreciate it, though I think the alternative is very funny the longer it goes on.

If August is around then he’d definitely be a suspect, though I think Crane could use the help sorting the piles of letters he will get. Maybe Aug could read them out while Crane continues fishing? It’s always good to have another pair of hands to help out anyway.

[mermaidslabyrinth]

Hi!!! Was catching up on the Rhagerys tag today, and it got me wondering, what do you think his dynamics with Therese & Tristan (and Kaleb too, if you want) would be like?

Feel free to answer whenever! Hope you’re having a wonderful day!❤️

First off, to hear that you read my Rhagerys tag makes me 🥰 mixed with 🫣. Because I know I’ve probably wrote some doozies in the tags. I do feel honored that you would take the time to do so.

Secondly, I did a deep dive into all of their respective tags. I read all that I could about them. I wanted to be able to answer fully. Like I took notes. And I learned so much. I did mix in some thoughts on Rhagerys to help understand how his relationships with Therese, Tristan, and Kaleb would be. Also I wrote a lot. I’m a rambler at heart.

I’m going with Therese and Tristan would be around 17-18. Kaleb would be 36. Those were the ages I got at least. And one of the ages that I write a lot for Rhagerys is around 18 (15 is too young for the topics that’ll be discussed). Plus that’s the age he starts to really “be his own person” if you will. So those are the ages I used.

It may come as a surprise that even though they would have been born bastards, Rhagerys wouldn't dislike Therese and Tristan on that fact. He dislikes Jace and Luke for very personal reasons. One reason, in my story, is that they are betrothed to his sisters. Something Rhagerys feels is his birthright. He learns that they're bastards before that, so when their betrothal was announced, the disdain for them grew. But bastards as a whole? As long as they don't disrupt his life he wouldn't care. And from what I've learned on Therese and Tristan, they would help his life.

So the affairs that each twin has? Or how Kaleb is with Rhaenyra and Alicent? Doesn't matter to Rhagerys. He isn't exactly clean when it comes to sleeping with people who may be attached to someone. To sleeping with someone because it’s something he has wanted. To downright having a long standing affair himself in his two marriages.

THERESE

He would appreciate Therese just for marrying Jace alone. Rhagerys would see Therese as an option to marry. That is if his sisters were betrothed to Jace and Luke. However, if she was betrothed/married to Jace, he'd really like her then, because that meant he could marry Baela.

Rhagerys would not so much have a crush on her but she has Targaryen blood and that would make him at least consider her at times, like 'what could have been'.

Just know that if Therese and Rhagerys were to marry for whatever reason, he would treat her with such reverence and kindness. She may not be his biological sister but she’s still a Targaryen, has Valyrian blood, and that’s what would matter to him. Don’t get it twisted, the love and respect would be there (boy chugs respect women juice) but the icing on the cake for him is the Valyrian blood, since that is what he’s been taught since ever to want in a bride.

With that thought out of the way, how I see these two interacting where neither are betrothed/married yet, Rhagerys would be very sweet. He was taught by his caretaker to be kind to any woman no matter their station. And Therese is a noble bastard turned princess, so his sweetness wouldn’t be as forced.

Rhagerys absolutely adores his sisters, so Therese would automatically be adored by him. It would be like *DJ Khaled voice* Another one. Therese is his sister for life no matter what the future brings, so he will always be there for her in that capacity.

She is a strong willed lady, like her mother. Rhagerys would admire that. However, if she’s too much like Rhaenyra he may be a little put off by that. He has mixed feelings about Rhaenyra. He appreciates her for giving him Aegon and Viserys even Joffrey for younger brothers. At the same time a lot of his problems he goes through can be traced back to her in someway. So if Therese exhibits habits, personality traits, an air that reminds him of Rhaenyra he would be put off greatly by that. He’d grit his teeth and be kind but on the inside he is resenting every moment around her.

But if they keep it surface level it could work as a friendship. I saw that she likes playing in the rain, Rhagerys does as well. If they can find common ground on things like that then I feel they could get along well enough. Also if she isn’t put off by his animal skull collection, his room is like a mini museum, that would also endear her to him. If she doesn’t care for them, first off he’d be used to it, but he would appreciate it if she isn’t rude about she lets him know.

He would love to dragon ride with her. Nightwing is black as night and Starsong is dark purple almost black, these two would have such shenanigans at night with their dragons. Daytime they’d have to mostly just fly around since their dragons may stick out a little too much.

Also when they both have children, Rhagerys would want one of his children to marry hers. To strengthen the bloodline and House. Out of his kids I’d say Daegon would be the perfect match. He may look like Daemon but he’s an absolute sweetheart and would 100% support whatever daughter of Therese’s he would marry.

TRISTAN

Tristan is another younger brother, not biological, around his age that Rhagerys did not ask for. So there may be a little standoffishness in the beginning from Rhagerys. But he would very quickly learn that Tristan is nothing like how Jace, and Luke to a lesser extent, is with him.

When I read that Tristan joined the Kingsguard what immediately popped in my head was Rhagerys going “What a waste.” Because he has Valyrian blood in him and he chooses not to make sure to continue his bloodline? Rhagerys wouldn’t get that. Even though at the age Rhagerys is at (18) he has no desire to do so himself for some time. But he knows he will have to someday (Daemon will make sure of it) and to see Tristan so easily walk away from that option confused him (maybe even make Rhagerys have a hint of jealousy. Not for the Kingsguard choice but to be able to have a say in his future).

Then upon seeing how kind and sweet he actually is. The ‘White Knight’ as you put it, I just feel Rhagerys hearing Tristan be that way and would just *looks at the camera like he���s on the Office*. Rhagerys would be thinking “This boy cannot be for real.” He wouldn’t respect him for it but he would be impressed that he would actually want to hold those kind of views and values.

Rhagerys finds Helaena an absolute sweet girl. Nothing too deep happens with them (I tried they just didn’t mesh) but he does care for her. Upon seeing how Tristan acts as her sworn shield, Rhagerys would ease up a little on his thoughts about how Tristan “threw his life away”. Because he would see just how much Tristan cares for Helaena. How she trusts him and how Tristan in return makes sure she is happy. That Helaena’s bugs and odd talking doesn’t bother Tristan. Rhagerys would see that as a possibility to maybe Tristan wouldn’t mind some of his off putting habits. Maybe…

Oh but if Rhagerys was to find out about Tristan and Helaena…*insert smug smile*. He wouldn’t ever let it leave his lips. But every time he was around Tristan he’d be like 😏. Like “I know your secret. It’s safe with me. And now you’ll help me with my secret.” AKA sneaking around with Aemond.

Plus Rhagerys adores Helaena’s kids. So upon hearing that two of those kids are Tristan’s? Well they’re not just his cousins, they’re his niece and nephew. He would be extra protective of them.

One place they could initially bond over is their little jealousy towards how Rhaenyra is with her children. Rhaenyra is an ok stepmother to Rhagerys. But at the same time she doesn’t even try and hide how she favors her boys over him. Though if Tristan told Rhagerys that “No, I know my mother loves me but it feels like she doesn’t at times. But I know that is not true.” Rhagerys would feel a little deflated at that statement. He honestly thought he had a kindred spirit in someone else feeling neglected by what should be a motherly figure in his life.

But then I read more and saw where Tristan tries to prove himself to Rhaenyra to make her proud of him. That is where these two would get along like two peas in a pod.

Rhagerys will ALWAYS be striving to get that proud feeling from his father. To hear those words “I’m proud of you” (Daemon knows if he says those three words then he doesn’t have as much power over Rhagerys. So he’ll dangle those words until he decides he’s gotten all he can from Rhagerys).

If those two ever sat down and talked, had a deep conversation, about how they try so hard to make a parent proud, to see that parent show pride, that they just try, then that would be a bond that would be hard to break. Because they would be able to understand each other on a level that none of their siblings would be able to. A form of respect would form in Rhagerys for Tristan. Upon hearing Tristan lay bare his thoughts about how he tries to prove himself, Rhagerys would silently vow that they are a sort of brothers-in-arms when it comes to this matter. That he would stand even more so by Tristan if he ever needed something that Rhagerys could help with.

I also feel that Rhagerys may also kind of scare Tristan, at least make him uneasy in a way. Like Tristan would be able to see there’s something off with him but wouldn’t want to dig any further. Which is the correct thing to do. Since Tristan has a sweetness to him, in a sincere way, he may see times where Rhagerys’s is fake. Bc all I can think of is that gif of Giancarlo Esposito where he’s smiling and then gets really serious real quick, that’s Rhagerys once the person leaves his presence. His smile doesn’t reach his eyes the majority of the time. And someone like Tristan would see that. But he’s also too much of a kind individual to ever point that out. Also, he would have to have heard of Rhagerys’s ‘rage’ moments so Tristan would have to be wary of that was well.

I don’t see Tristan caring for Rhagerys’s animal skull collection at all. He would be polite the one time Rhagerys shows it to him but after that Tristan would refrain from seeing them again.

But the two can keep their relationship light if need be. Dragon ride together, because that is an absolute favorite of Rhagerys to do at any time if possible. Help Helaena out in something she may need. Keep her company with walks around the gardens or just chilling as she embroiders. Simple moments where they don’t have to have too long of conversations with one another.

Rhagerys and Tristan’s only connection is them trying to impress a parent. If that gets taken away, the only thing left is their surface level kindness to one another. But Rhagerys would pick him over Jace and Luke every single time. Idk how that makes Tristan feel, but he better just take the win and walk away.

Also I forgot to add that Rhagerys would have a somewhat bitter jealousy of Tristan and Kaleb’s father-son relationship (because the only father-son relationship Rhagerys honestly has to go off of until he’s 18 is his and Daemon’s). How easily Kaleb shows Tristan love, gives him praise, anything Kaleb gives Tristan doesn’t come at a price. It would make him start to question himself. Question certain things he has been told, taught. Question everything his father has done. Which is a bad thing for Daemon.

Which leads us to:

KALEB

Oh, Kaleb. Kaleb, Kaleb, Kaleb. First thing I saw was he does not like Daemon (lol who does in our circle of people’s OC universes we’ve created? …besides Rhagerys but…like that’s healthy). So if Rhagerys knew of Kaleb’s dislike for his father, he’d already leery of the man. And not because his father is infallible but it means that Daemon more than likely already somewhat poisoned Rhagerys’s mind against Kaleb. Whether there is any truth to Daemon’s words is another matter. Rhagerys wouldn’t really give Kaleb a chance to explain his side. Because he doesn’t want to hear it. So Kaleb would be wise just to avoid the topic of Daemon altogether with Rhagerys. I’m not saying Rhagerys might snap and unleash the ‘Dragon’s Rage’ on Kaleb but I am warning it is a possibility. Especially if the subject of his father keeps getting needled at.

Now with that out of the way, Rhagerys wouldn’t hate Kaleb, just like he doesn’t hate Rhaenyra. Tristan and Therese are in Rhagerys’s life because of that man. And he would have become fond of them. So he would tolerate Kaleb, for his step siblings.

If Rhagerys found out Kaleb doesn’t care for dragons. That’s another mark against him (Rhagerys may or may not be keeping score).

Also, Kaleb would probably feign interest in Rhagerys’s animal skulls. Not a patronizing way but just like: Kaleb would have a smile on his face and say “Interesting. What else do you like?” It would be just enough for Rhagerys to understand that while Kaleb doesn’t find them as odd things to collect, he also doesn’t want to talk about them.

But I saw one thing that could be just the tiniest of olive branches between the two. Baela. I saw that Kaleb cares for her deeply. It didn’t say too much or why. All Rhagerys would have to hear is how Kaleb cares for his sister like his own daughter(?). He would think “ok maaaybe this man isn’t a 100% cunt.” But there’s a flip side. Now that Rhagerys knows Kaleb cares for Baela, that man better do everything in his power to help/be there for Baela if she ever requested it. So on one hand this is a good thing they can have an understanding with. But on the other hand Rhagerys would be watching that man like a predator stalking prey. One mess up and he’ll pounce.

I see that Kaleb is one who does his best to be a bit of an extrovert when in public. While Rhagerys isn’t that outgoing, he has taught himself to be at least a little personable. Because that person he interacts with may be useful at some point. So while Kaleb does so because he’s striving to be the “perfect” whatever in that moment, Rhagerys is doing it because he knows you catch more flies with honey.

Rhagerys would understand Kaleb’s want to be the “perfect” whatever in the moment. But he would also probably get annoyed by it after a while. Like overachiever vibes that Rhagerys would not mesh with. Because Rhagerys would not see a point to drastically go out of his way to impress others.

I think if Daemon wasn’t Rhagerys’s father, he and Kaleb could have a very decent relationship. He would be a wonderful father like figure to him. Someone that would try and do his best to make sure Rhagerys is happy and seen for who he is, not what Kaleb wants him to be.

Kaleb does have little similarities to Rhagerys. Hates the pressures of court, is more himself when truly alone, how they both put on such an “outgoing” mask when in public settings, absolutely loves and protects his family. Once again, Daemon is able to sabotage a relationship that Rhagerys would honestly benefit from. And this is all hypothetical.

Well, I just realized that Rhagerys doesn’t so much have an aversion to men, but if possible he steers clear of them the best he can. There are 2 men in his life, his father and his sword teacher (Daemon’s sworn sword and good friend). And who is the reason for all that? ….Daemon. He made sure Rhagerys would only see him as the only male figure he needs in his life.

You know how I said that Rhagerys ‘Chugs respect women juice’? Well with men it’s more like ‘Refuses to even sip respect men juice’. The only drink dealing with men that he’d drink is the one his father plies him with and, lbr, that drink is spiked on some way.

Rhagerys is just an odd duck…er…dragon. He’s 6’6” (2m), so he already stands out. Men say he has eyes like a crocodile (cold and ever watchful). But ladies would say he has such beautiful, kind eyes. And his smile? It’s sweet and gets the girls giggling. Men wouldn’t know that because he doesn’t smile at them a lot. Rhagerys knows how to manipulate the moment he’s in to protect himself.

He has his reasons for his ways but they are kept close to his chest and under lock and key.

However, he was taught to ‘protect our own’ that is what Therese and Tristan would be. They’re his step siblings. Ones he actually likes. He would be a bit more protective of Therese, gotta protect his sisters. And Kaleb? Well he’s just an extra person Rhagerys has to “play nice” with.

With all this said and done Rhagerys would care for Therese and Tristan but there would be a lot of caveats. Rhagerys would tolerate Kaleb but never really like him.

I apologize for the very long winded answer. But Rhagerys’s psyche isn’t so clean cut. He has his layers and he has to figure out where Therese, Tristan, and Kaleb would or could fit into said layers. He has to strategize relationships. Especially if they’re going to be beyond surface level. And around him more often than not.

[ponds-of-ink]

Well, glad I could help! ..Even if the results were different than expected. If you need anything else, just let me know and I’ll answer as soon as I can.

The one post where someone recommended asking a silly question to ground the person almost immediately. I was trying to relate my silly question back to the post, which probably isn’t what the original advice had in mind.

I guess I could’ve suggested a current William headcanon mine instead, since it doesn’t have to be a question iirc. Guess I’ll go ahead and share it here, since it’s still on my mind.

I’ve honestly been tossing around this idea of him catching up on 30 years of pop culture with videos like this. Just random, nostalgia-fueled vids for those generations while also being decent recaps for a now-undead William.

(Just wait until he stumbles across Hatsune Miku lol.)

Anyway, hope you feel better soon. Again, if you need anything else, let me know.

I have committed angsty "William being a terrible father" thoughts. What do I do? IDK how to spin this back around You have the nice squishy William. Please help me fix this

(Note that I might be losing it a little rn so I might be normal again later)

As someone who’s also had “oh no what if William is a terrible father is canon and I’m dumb?” thoughts enter my inner monologues, I relate to this very much.

While I don’t have a foolproof method (mine just comes to stay for a bit, then leaves when my attention is refocused on something else), let me try one of those crisis things that you’ve re-blogged. See if that kickstarts something.

*ahem*

Riddle me this:

If William was this terrible, then why would he keep the Fredbear plush down in the bunker? What, is he secretly afraid or the dark of something? Does he need somebody to talk to even though nobody’s on the other end?

(Bonus: imagine I’m saying the above paragraph like I’m giving the smuggest, most condescending grin… while William’s fuming in the background. Hope this helps!)

[ghostzzy]

too tired to journal tonight so the tldr for the folks at home: mom’s therapy was a bust, i will be shocked if she ever speaks to another professional again, we’re all doomed